the more i think of it.
the more stressed i get.



i really miss 2d so much
so much i'm ready to give anything to get my old class back

i mean, its the warm feeling you get in the morning
the moment you step into the class

all you have to do is just step into the class
and the girls will a say hi to you

then you'll see the guys playing soccer,
crapping around, having fun.

the girls chatting and laughing
some chionging their homework.

then there's annia there,
with a cheerful "yo!" and a smile and a hug
and more smiles

then i get to my seat, there's jiayu with her sweet smile
in front there's isabel with her sweet smile.
ashley comes in all crazy,
but its really fun to see her go crazy with her obsessions
its kind of entertaining.

turn around there's mabel and mengfei
mabel with her non-stop craze for teen titans
and mengfei talking along with her.

alicia and her "yo grandma!"
erica with a "yo!" too.

jesslin and christopher laughing and hi-5ing together
christopher and his high pitched singings xD

anna and kaiying chatting happily
anna's cute hamster face and kaiying's post it notes (:

siyun and her animal facts

the guy's nonsense.


i miss all of that.
so much.


and we bring cakes for the birthday girl or boy during their birthdays,
smear cream all over them
sing a birthday song

and everyone's happy.

everyon'es happy and we get into trouble together.

those broken ceilings
crapping in class

edmund and his usual sickness
liu and his never ending comments
yihao's sacarsm during english lessons
and all the girls at the back sleeping during science


we're super bonded.
i've never met a nicer group of people my whole life.
i mean, everysingle person loves 2d.

everyone was present for the class chalet.
we're all having fun, cycling and barbequeing



going to the arcade.

the trip to beijing
its all so memorable.

2d,
just their voices,
their smiling faces makes me so glad.

i just want 2d back.
i know this post is kinda emo.
but i'm feeling so stressed out now.

annia if you're reading this, can we please talk on the phone one day?
for 2 hours plus then two of us will feel so much better (:

if i were to take triple science, i'd want to go 3K
and see my best friend there
or 3H or 3J.
i don't know. i'm just so quiet in my current class
besides talking to felicia (:

but then again, maybe i'll have to cherish what we have now.
look on the bright side.







and as for art.
i'm definitely quitting.
my sense of perfection is not satisfying me
and i'm so stressed out
its taking too much of my time
and i can't stand it

even though i genuinely love art.
even if i'm hating to stay back for so long

i found myself engrossed in doing today's work
although the result sucked, but the process was truly enjoyable

now i'm feeling confused and all.
i want art, but its taking so much time.
its adding to my stress.
i mean, art is used to relieve stress right?


and again i'm feeling so inferior.

i'm losing confidence in everything already.

its only the 2nd week of school
and i'm sufferingfrom depression already.

just where can i get my confidence back?
i really need a person to talk to now.

badly.

and i'll cry my heart out and all.
it'l just make me feel so much better.




i'm ain't in the mood to talk about school today.

i dont know why.
i'm just feeling really down now.
anybody has the time to cheer me up? ):


at least lovesong is cheering me up



EMMA